酷我-北美枫

[anna]

Before I post this, I have not thought it clear and I hesitate.

What should I write, what should I say, though I feel a voice calling me.
But life or maybe the voice is a test.
Sometime, we only could choose one road to travel, a safe way, and a promising way.
That is what I have chosen.
These two years, I let it die out, the calling, the myth. I condemn that I don’t trust it.
But indeed, I know it is the fear. The fear to my pride, the fear to my failure.
We are trapped by our worries.
Today I read this book “ the return to Love’, though it is a book of lectures for turning to God, I find it a turn to the calling of nature.
People tend to love things that cannot give back the love, such as house, money, and others. We pursue these and think that will win us the love. but when we get them, do we really think we win love back? No. There will be more fear and doubt. We doubt the love is basic on those things but not ourselves. The circle is a huge mess, but we are in it and we cannot give it up.

Sometimes, I really do want to answer the calling voice, who knows if I never answer it, on the deathbed, do I regret?
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Anna Yin

《爱的灯塔-星子安娜双语诗选》
<Nightlights> <Seven Nights with the Chinese Zodiac> ...

http://annapoetry.com

[[星子安娜]]

Before I post this, I have not thought it clear and I hesitate.

What should I write, what should I say, though I feel a voice calling me.
But life or maybe the voice is a test.
Sometime, we only could choose one road to travel, a safe way, and a promising way.
That is what I have chosen.
These two years, I let it die out, the calling, the myth. I condemn that I don’t trust it.
But indeed, I know it is the fear. The fear to my pride, the fear to my failure.
We are trapped by our worries.
Today I read this book “ the return to Love’, though it is a book of lectures for turning to God, I find it a turn to the calling of nature.
People tend to love things that cannot give back the love, such as house, money, and others. We pursue these and think that will win us the love. but when we get them, do we really think we win love back? No. There will be more fear and doubt. We doubt the love is basic on those things but not ourselves. The circle is a huge mess, but we are in it and we cannot give it up.

Sometimes, I really do want to answer the calling voice, who knows if I never answer it, on the deathbed, do I regret?
_________________
---------------------

Anna Yin

《爱的灯塔-星子安娜双语诗选》
<Nightlights> <Seven Nights with the Chinese Zodiac> ...

http://annapoetry.com

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