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[雪泥]

Loneliness

How can so much emptiness stay within one hollow shell?

How can such misery and sorrow remain for so long?

How can the suffering and deprivation build to such levels?

And always asking myself...Why?

Not why am I unfulfilled and restless.

Not why am I sad and alone.

Not why am I disparaged and distraught.

But why does it have to be me?

How many times do I ask myself thise each day?

I look at others with their contented lives,

Their joy,their laughter,

Their jokes and their games.

Then I reflect on myself, and again I ask...Why?

It's not me that wanted this to happen.

I didn't just wake up one morning and ask the world to disown me.

To shun me , and to shut me out.

I didn't ask the world around to push me and to make fun of me.

I didn't ask the world around to ignore me like I wasn't there.

So all I can do is sit down alone... totally alone.

Then I reflect on myself, and again I ask...Why ?

It's not that anyone dislikes me.

Even that would be better than what I have.

Just an empty space waiting to be filled.

And all I have for company...is loneliness.
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[[雪泥]]

Loneliness

How can so much emptiness stay within one hollow shell?

How can such misery and sorrow remain for so long?

How can the suffering and deprivation build to such levels?

And always asking myself...Why?

Not why am I unfulfilled and restless.

Not why am I sad and alone.

Not why am I disparaged and distraught.

But why does it have to be me?

How many times do I ask myself thise each day?

I look at others with their contented lives,

Their joy,their laughter,

Their jokes and their games.

Then I reflect on myself, and again I ask...Why?

It's not me that wanted this to happen.

I didn't just wake up one morning and ask the world to disown me.

To shun me , and to shut me out.

I didn't ask the world around to push me and to make fun of me.

I didn't ask the world around to ignore me like I wasn't there.

So all I can do is sit down alone... totally alone.

Then I reflect on myself, and again I ask...Why ?

It's not that anyone dislikes me.

Even that would be better than what I have.

Just an empty space waiting to be filled.

And all I have for company...is loneliness.
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雪泥小说选 新浪连载

[星子]

good lyric...

enjoy it.
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[[ANNA]]

good lyric...

enjoy it.
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